Lifted & Shifted

If I were to speak metaphorically about myself today,
I would ask myself,
Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer?

I bang the hammer to my head, constantly
*tang*tang*tang*

Ignoring the blood dripping all over my face.

The pain must have been orgasmic.
Like estacy, maybe.

And then, you screamed, "Why do you keep hitting youself with a hammer!"

My answer?
"Because it feels so damned good, when I stop."

******** Because sometimes, the pain could have been orgasmic. Like estacy, maybe.
and Because sometimes,
when you stop the pain, you are lifted higher than orgasm.