If I were to speak metaphorically about myself today,
I would ask myself,
Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer?
I bang the hammer to my head, constantly
Ignoring the blood dripping all over my face.
The pain must have been orgasmic.
Like estacy, maybe.
And then, you screamed, "Why do you keep hitting youself with a hammer!"
"Because it feels so damned good, when I stop."
******** Because sometimes, the pain could have been orgasmic. Like estacy, maybe.
and Because sometimes,
when you stop the pain, you are lifted higher than orgasm.